Writings from the Heart...Expressions of Creativity and Forgiveness

By cnwriter, 26th Apr 2013 | Stop following | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/1qt3_3su/
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Sometimes we take the pain the ones we love have and make them our own. Not a good thing to do as it upsets our physical bodies and creates karma for ourselves. It is their karma to work through in order to grow.

• Force of Creativity
• Forgetting I am Divine
• Looking Through a Glass Darkly
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Force of Creativity

letting go

Sometimes I know not what to write
But come it will
As it has so many times
Patience a quality sublime

That force of creativity
Takes time to blossom forth
Expressing what goes on within
The magic kingdom deep inside

So much is going on for all
This time period bringing its woes
But also joy for those
Who into altitude do go

Forgetting I am Divine

words placed

Reading the words of my Traveller
Words placed in my heart
Telling of redemption through my loving
Forgiving myself for all I do

Forgiving those who want to harm
Perhaps a need inside of them
To do those things so very mean
As seen by me a judgement placed

Looking Through a Glass Darkly

pondering

Through all the levels of my Beingness
Knowing all is right and perfect
No matter what it seems to be
Through my emotions and my mind

Distort the truth they do
Like looking through a glass darkly
For all is a reflection of myself
The hurt and pain inside of me
If in others I do see

and so it is

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When Fairy Tale Experiences Occur...at least for me!

By cnwriter, 26th Mar 2013 Short URL http://nut.bz/32iuzb8h/
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We all, at least most of us, have fond memories of days of yore when we were young and full of joy. When we saw magic happening all around and everything was an adventure. This piece is about such a lady and her memories.....

• Lovely Experiences
• A Magical Fairyland indeed.....
• Tripping on Hampstead Heath
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Lovely Experiences

magic of sherwood

I grew up in Coventry and we used to go to Devil's Dungeon in the woods of Sherwood that run through Middle England from Nottingham all the way down across the mid-lands. We would walk in these woods, pick bluebells and, in the winter, sleigh up and down the steep sides of the Dungeon.

I moved to live in London and had many adventures there but one of the loveliest experiences was when my brother and I lived in St. John's Wood atop the tube station! I had found an unfurnished flat there...well I paid 500 pounds sterling for a desk and table but to find a two bedroom unfurnished flat in 1971 was something rare!

We would go awalking on Hampstead Heath and I wrote a poem about those fun days!

A Magical Fairyland indeed.....

fairy heath by Shruti Ghosh

Hampstead Heath is a wonderful fairyland filled with trees and plants and flowers where you can wander for hours and find all sorts of magical happenings. The bird life and the insect life carry on their daily routines and you have to walk silently. There are byways that seem unexplored because there the timelessness can be felt.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6Xla75O0L4

The Heath has been around for what seems ever and there is a wonderful series called Duncton Wood by William Horwood who wrote about the sacred Burrows of Uffington and insiders know that it is based on Hampstead Heath and the animal life there.

Tripping on Hampstead Heath

snowy heath

On the Heath let’s go and play
Especially on a wintry day
When dazzling snow covers trees and ground
And children come and ring around
Up and down the slopes they slide

My bro and me in times long gone
Skipped the light fantastic at least we tried
Up the hill and down again
Sang of the merry Wizard of Oz
and so it was

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Where Doth It Go..Do You Know!!!!

By cnwriter, 25th Mar 2013 || Short URL http://nut.bz/1ov9gpim/
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They seek you here, they seek you there...oh yes my friends, what we do, have done seeks us out wherever we are and then we have to handle our creation..make retribution...there is no escape!!!!!

• Again...Again
• Not Lucidity
• Judgements
• Returning They
• Prince of Darkness
• Rising from the Ashes
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Again...Again

retribution,,

You cannot run
You cannot hide
From the one who dwells inside
No matter what you do

History repeats itself
Over
Over
So here you are returned again

When retribution strikes another blow
Down you do go
Into the pits of hell

Not Lucidity

Whose reality?

There to be joined
By others of your kind
Doing things that create harm
The ones you choose to perpetrate

When will you awake
You sleepy head
And see things as they are
Not in your dreams but as reality

Different it is from others yes
And that you cannot see
Caught up you are in darkness
Not lucidity

Judgements

return but how

Then from that place
You choose to judge
Another's truth
Poor you

Back on the Wheel of Eighty Four
You find yourself
Spinning spinning
Round and round

Returning They

100 ways or...

I met a man the other day
Vicious was he in every way
Not knowing that what he did
Returned to him would in one hundred ways

In this lifetime mayhap another
The blow would fall
Chop off a head or leg or tongue
Metaphorically you pray

Prince of Darkness

Darkness...

With his minions
Such as he
They cluttered up the graceful clouds
That in a sky of blue did float

Soon all was dark
And thus he came
The Prince of Darkness
Was his name

His fingers talons were they
Blood red shot through
Nails pointed razor sharp
Pierce to your heart they do

His eyes were slits of blackness
Bleak
All seeing
All knowing
Of the crimes you perpetrate

He laughs a gutteral sound
Reverberating all around
A pall of mist issues from his lips
And falls upon the ground

Rising from the Ashes

from the ashes

So many understand me not
Or where I go with words like these
Documented they must be
The reason I write them for all to see

Stir they might a place within
Releasing from you pictures
Images maybe 
Carried you have from lifetimes past
Stored so long and laboured with
And now let go can be

As the phoenix thus does rise
From ashes of its former life
So you in a loving place
Can do the same

and so it is

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Flights into Fantasy Land...Memories of Forgotten Loves

By cnwriter, 7th Mar 2013 | | Short URL http://nut.bz/1b2zz6sq/
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWPACef2_eYGustav Mahler - Adagietto from Symphony no. 5

Often windows open that signal we can leave the planet and go on to our next step in evolving into the Heart of God...sometimes we choose not to go...perhaps memories help keep us here...

• No No!
• Magic of Your Beingness
• Down Memory Lane
• Recall
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No No!

at a gala

Then it came into my knowing
I could drift away 
Disappear like wreaths of colour
Colours smokey grey
Yet deep inside a voice kept calling
No no don’t drift away

There is need of light and loving

To help show the way
For much Love now is missing
We beg you please to stay

I dwelled upon the words
The window had not yet opened 
For me to fly away
Knowing what my work is
I agreed to stay

Magic of Your Beingness

within

The myriad lights that twinkle
Inside and out the firmament 
Are souls long departed
Showing us a way
No need for doubt or fear…

If you will listen carefully
Within where magic dwells
The magic of your beingness
The magic of your Soul

Joy inside you will well up
It is an action of the Soul
Then you do have a job to do
To share it out into the world

Down Memory Lane

memories

Do you remember me
You who has gone so far away 
You held me in your arms and promised eternal love.
Your words became the bittersweet memories of my heart.

Now I am alone and the passing of each day mocks me
There is nothing left but the sadness of a tear glistening in the Light.
So I sit here waiting
As I have done for so long now.
Once you came dressed in glorious colours
But they have faded.
All that is left is my sadness.

Recall

recalling

I search my memories to find
Where I went wrong
But nothing is there

Was it you or me or us
Together
Not suited
Never one in this lifetime
But always separated
By time and form and gender

Still memories weave
Themselves through consciousness
Sharing once again their sweetness
To recall the withall then

The knowing that
It could not be
And even more
Not wanting it to be

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Where Fairies Dare to Tread

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Seasons bring their special qualities. The killing of the deer's family in the forest and the punishment of Queen Mab for this. A warning to those who kill animals.

• Seasons of the Witch
• Death in the Forest
• The Queen's Proclamation
• Cruelty of Man
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Seasons of the Witch

Seasons

I heard the buzz of busy bees
The mist came through thebudding trees
Spring was on its way

Flowers burst into colours bright
The land grew fruitful under blue skies
Summer had come

Leaves fluttered to the ground in shades of flame
The sun sank low on the horizon
Autumn had arrived

Rivers froze and trees were bare
Winter again had come

Death in the Forest

The antlered deer raised his great head
He sensed the nearness of the man
Great limpid eyes drooped to the ground
To see what lay ahead

Learned had he to read the prints of those who came to harm
His family they had all been killed by scavengers with hearts so cruel
No-one was left but him

He prowled the forest day and night to find another of his kin 
But none there were

The Queen's Proclamation

Magic in the forest

Now upon this dismal scene
A host of fairies did appear
Amongst them Mab herself the Queen
She came to see the goings on

the feathered paths her domain

No-one was allowed to defame
The precious places of the greensward
This Titania herself proclaimed

Cruelty of Man

The beloved deer

But man his greed knowing no bounds
In disregard of her words
Destroyed the trees and plants and ground
His ceaseless search for more he made
Killing the animals who dwelt therein
Both kith and kin

Mab came to him one dark and silent night
And bound him in chains of metal bright
Cut out his tongue
Put out his eyes
So never could he again
Destroy the magic of the woods

A warning let this be to all who would destroy what Mother Nature has created..

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We are This, We are That....or We are Who....

By cnwriter, 4th Mar 2013  Short URL http://nut.bz/z3whha-4/
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Can anyone say that they can go into tomorrow whilst still in today. If you can please let us know how. But the reality is you bloody can't!!!!

• Tomorrow Never Comes
• Your Reasoning
• Reality is Within
• Finding The Way
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Tomorrow Never Comes

who where how

We are this
We are that
We are much more
Than our lot
Believe me when I tell you
What really is is not
All is illusion
At its best delusion
If you don't believe me
It really matters not

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nl_3oT1Up8o

I shall be gone tomorrow
Just as you will too
Of course we all should realize
Tomorrow never comes

Your Reasoning

fantasy...yes

For all is now
Now all there is
This moment in time
Can't go into tomorrow
Tomorrow never comes

Perhaps in your mind
It you are seeing 
But that is just a picture
At best a vivid imagining
Leading you astray

Reality is Within

only in your dreams

So what to do
A conundrum it appears
All is not what it seems
Even in your wildest dreams

Never will you know
Your reality is all inside
No where else is there to go

You can yell
You can scream
Not so not so
But still it is

Finding The Way

dreams do be

Come let's go to a place
Where dreams really do come to be
The Kingdom of Heaven lies within
Spiritual knowing is the key

Past your mind emotions too
Distort reality is all they do
Awareness of the higher realms
Can be yours 

Not easy but simple
Travelling there you can
And will ....one day
It is up to you to find the way

Ask
Say...help
Just as I did

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