Showing posts with label Regret. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Regret. Show all posts

Friday, April 26, 2013

Writings from the Heart...Expressions of Creativity and Forgiveness


Writings from the Heart...Expressions of Creativity and Forgiveness

cnwriterBy cnwriter, 26th Apr 2013 | Stop following | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/1qt3_3su/
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Sometimes we take the pain the ones we love have and make them our own. Not a good thing to do as it upsets our physical bodies and creates karma for ourselves. It is their karma to work through in order to grow.

Force of Creativity

Sometimes I know not what to write
But come it will
As it has so many times

Patience a quality sublime

That force of creativity
Takes time to blossom forth
Expressing what goes on within

The magic kingdom deep inside

So much is going on for all
This time period bringing its woes
But also joy for those
Who into altitude do go

Forgetting I am Divine

Reading the words of my Traveller
Words placed in my heart
Telling of redemption through my loving
Forgiving myself for all I do


Forgiving those who want to harm
Perhaps a need inside of them
To do those things so very mean
As seen by me a judgement placed

Looking Through a Glass Darkly


Through all the levels of my Beingness
Knowing all is right and perfect
No matter what it seems to be
Through my emotions and my mind

Distort the truth they do
Like looking through a glass darkly
For all is a reflection of myself
The hurt and pain inside of me

If in others I do see

and so it is

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My Wayshower for His Teachings

Read more of my pages by clicking on cnwriter at top of this page from erotica to spirituality and most things inbetween and here some for you
hereA Tale both Dark and Different
hereA Dedication to my Wayshower
hereAll is Delusion
hereOn Bigotry

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Monday, March 11, 2013

Diamonds in the Sky...or Is It Falling Tears.....


Diamonds in the Sky...or Is It Falling Tears.....

cnwriterBy cnwriter, 11th Mar 2013  Short URL http://nut.bz/24g9b0_-/
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Probably we have all experienced being betrayed, thrown out by a false lover...we have done it ourselves for sure...so how long does it take to get over the pangs of pain, remorse and all that jazz!!!!!! just like diamonds in the sky..they fall..

Hearing..Humming

A song sung by Girish
Can touch your heart

The words are magic
So they are

I heard it first when in a pose
At yoga class it was
And in my own inimitable way
Did start to hum


Others around were strangely moved
Although down dog and plank were used
My humming still went on
An entertainer I sure am

A Fairy Queen

The words brought memories galore
Swimming into my mind

A certain man he was my muse
For me he shone
Like diamonds in the sky


Inspired me to write he did
Erotica sublime

Embarrassed was he to read
Such words


A prudish consciousness had he
For all his bravado-e

No longer could he look at me
Without those words between us come


Silly man

Cell Memories

So faded did our friendship
As often does it seems

When one expressive such as me
Comes up against a fairy queen


Desire patterns come and go
Attachments loosely leave

Habits deeply ingrained
Cell memories can linger on
Takes time to set them free

What Goes Around...

Continue on I do to write
About his artifacts delight
At least I did
Nowadays I find nothing there


He told me once
I bite off more than I can chew

He gave a finger
I bit off the hand
A metaphor perhaps


If that was all that he could see
Blind he was in seeing me

For in my book of life
Important it to help
Lift others to a higher place

Hurting just is not nice

There are those
Who constantly do
And those who really dont

But please remember all who read
What goes around
Returned it is in many ways


so watch carefully what you say and do

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youtube for the video
google for the pics

Read more of my pages from erotica to spirituality and most things inbetween and here some for you
hereEnd of a Lousy Beginning or...
hereNew Beginnings..Old Endings
hereMusing of a Silly Woman
hereErotica Sublime..Poetry Divine

I do Life Readings. Through Numerology...if you are interested contact me: carolina74@earthlink.net

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Sunday, January 27, 2013

Rich Man, Poor Man, Bigot or..


Rich Man, Poor Man, Bigot or.......................

cnwriterStarred PageBy cnwriter, 11th Sep 2012 || Short URL http://nut.bz/n5rileq2/
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Are you homeless or helpless choosing which way to go what to see is the journey we all take within. Our thoughts and feelings about who we are and who others are influence the way we see ourselves and others....enjoy!

Regret No, Sorry No

Do I regret that my husband died when he was forty
No I dont
It was his time to go and so he went


Do I feel sorry for the hopeless masses
No I dont
They choose to be that way


At least most of them

Of course I can hear you say you mean old bitch
And I agree but only about not feeling sorry

First of all those folk preferred to drop out of society
At least many of them
They had had enough of all the stupidity associated with wealth
And took an easier and less stressful way out


Have you ever talked to one of them
(Or are you to fastidious to sink that low)
Well I stop and speak and listen for they have many a tale to tell of the hell
Of being a banker, lawyer, politician and such like


Now with their doggies by their side they wheel their bag filled trolley down the alley and poke around in dustbins to see what they can find

A smile upon their face

Where Is Your Smile

Do you have a smile on yours
You satiated big bellied dogmatic racist
I have seen so many of you do your number
Standing in your pride and ignorance
Judging those who are different to you


Oh well I guess you need the Light too so here it is...lots of it FTHG

A Lighter Vein

I guess it is time now to write in a different vein of love and light, compassion, caring and the like
All the things that mean so much to me and many of you too
A useful adjunct I must add again that beauty is in the eye of the beholder just as all things are and we see others by reflection of what is inside ourselves

And as we go through our many lifetimes reaping the wind or some such thing
Till we finally learn that when we do it to the least one of us we do it to ourselves

Oh have I struck a tender place inside of you if so then resonate and know that you too have places to go
No matter who you are high or low
These lessons of life come forward to be learned

Give thanks that is so

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I write on everything from erotica to spirituality here are some
hereOde to the One Within
hereNights in White Satin
herePowers Latent in Man
hereNosferatu

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author avatarcnwriter
11th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you Mark and I did not know there was a poetry prose although I have asked for it a number of times....blessings..
author avatarSteve Kinsman
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Only a select few can pull off the feat of writing poetry prose, and you have succeeded masterfully, cnwriter.
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you so much Steve...living under the conditions I am now I guess the inspiration is saving me....xox
author avatarrama devi nina
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Ditto what Steve said :)
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you Siva...
author avatarBob Brown
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Like a cut diamond you have have so many facets, but I follow each and every one reflected as there is always a perfect image to see. RB
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
wow Bob...thank you for this comment...wow!
author avatarBuzz
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Simply brilliant!
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you as always Buzz...
author avatarwritingforfun
12th Sep 2012 (#)
this is lovely dear
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you too...
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you Lady A...but I removed your long winded comment...too much
author avatarKatherine Johnson
12th Sep 2012 (#)
This is quite interesting and I liked it but how can someone be happy when they are homeless.
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
why not...it might mean giving up pre-conceived ideas of what makes one happy..but happiness is often found inside..just the joy of being and many homeless smile and laugh at the freedom they enjoy...
author avatarSivaramakrishnan A
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Thanks Carolina for a thoughtful post. I am happier with poor folks as they are more contented than the rich. Most of the latter live a life of negativity - a prisoner and slave of their wealth - siva
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
so very very true Siva....
author avatarChristine Crowley
12th Sep 2012 (#)
Siva said it best - and I did enjoy your article!
author avatarcnwriter
12th Sep 2012 (#)
thank you Christine....appreciated...
author avatarMd Rezaul Karim
16th Sep 2012 (#)
Great human touch I can feel in this poetical sweet lines, along with paintings and video.
author avatarcnwriter
16th Sep 2012 (#)
so kind of you Md...thank you..
author avatarDuitByJames
28th Jan 2013 (#)
Seventh sojourn on a train from the Bronx on my way to another beginning 1973 , Seams are not that far for me.
author avatarcnwriter
28th Jan 2013 (#)
thank you James...