Tuesday, April 7, 2015

What Goes Around ...Returns...


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We all have many lifetimes, some we remember, some not. But they are all part of the psyche and if you will you can dredge them up. This is one I had with another and the hatred that ensued...

As Now You Come..to Me

I did not know
How it would be
Far from my thoughts
One such as you
Would come to me

Once I was the man
Gay
As you are today
A marriage of convenience
You wanting more
Me giving less

As I Did Spurn You

As I Did Spurn YouNow a vicious you
I find
One whose hate
Reminds me
I once was there

You spurn me now
As I did you then
Your hatred hard
Like nails driven
Through my heart

DestinyWhen Came the Moment of Goodbye

And yet your pain is deep
Buried inside
Unable to complete
A day
Without thoughts of me
Your karma is not complete

Yet I still wonder why
When came the moment of goodbye
It seems
A million years ago
When time
Stood still
And love and laughter filled our lives

In Againstness..Karma ensues

Poisoning all
You are
In againstness to me

How wrong
To do such things
Know you not the
Karma that ensues
For just reward
Is metered out

and so it is...



Random Ravings....so good i am at that....


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We have so many wonderful caring light writers here on this blessed site who set marvellous examples to others. We also have those who preach bigotry and darkness and this is all about them. A far departure from my usual pages but sometimes we just have to say it as it is.....

Edges of Eternity

Along the edges of eternity She flew
Beyond where time came to an end
The coming of a Golden Age is hence
Where loving is the only way

Deeply She mourned for those
Who could not enter in
Their wrongdoings had mounted up
Barring Kingdoms of Heaven from them
She knew one day they could enter
Into the Heart of God again
When their sins had been remitted
Forgiveness such a powerful tool

They Are Here

Yet still they would not change
When faced with such dolour
Preferred their quest for power and control
Trampling all who came their way
Their egos pride and malevolence
Shows up in their eyes
The ways they talk and write and speak
Vicious people they are

Found they are most every day
All places can they be seen
Their energy corrupt
Faces dark with negativity
No light shines in their eyes

So many people now I see
On pages of this blessed site
Bible spouting hell and damnation
Rantings that just aren't nice
All thoughts of loving left behind
Where I do not know


It will be interesting to read
The comments placed hereon
For those of whom I write about
Defend themselves they will
By criticizing me

I do not really care at all
If I did I would not write so

and so it is.....

On A Rampage She Doth Go...as only She Can


Many folk nowadays are too scared to say boo to a mouse...after all Big Brother is watching all around it seems..in many ways this can be a wise thing to do for the repurcussions can be horrendous...but i still dare to shake my fist....

Into the Cold

Farewell farewell I say to you
Who on our pages write your stuff
Others here complain they do
Not wanting yours to see

Not anywhere do I go
No longer will you be around
A death knell ringeth through the land
Dirges dark and deep did sound
Strange riders appear from outer space
They come to take you to that place

deathknell



Darkling Place

Into the darkling night they rode
Freezing snow and icy cold
Shifting shapes around did move
No sun did ever touch this place

The coldness froze those all around
If dared they there to go
Brave indeed were some
But very foolish too

Frightened

strange forcesKnew not they of the perils
That ahead did lie
Not just of a physical kind
Affecting both their soul and mind

Strange forces rocked the barren earth
Chasms deep appeared
Animals leap-ed through the woods
Frightened not knowing where to run

Falling Stars


Lightning flashed from heavens above
Lighting up the firmament
Meteors their tails so bright
Streaked across the sky
Glowing particles behind they left
Showers of falling stars


If you wish to be a star
Then find a place just for yourself
And leave all others to themselves

so do it quick...

Monday, April 6, 2015

A Journey Before Time Began..Cosmology Revealed

Beyond the Understanding of Mere Man...

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There is so much more than what you can see or think or believe...beginnings of man yes herein contained ..it will be hard to understand and yet if you will let it flow through you perhaps enlightenment will come

Moon

Moon a pale shape in night sky
Desolate landscape there is seen
Nothing moves across its surface
Quietness reigns

Turning slowly so it seems
A sliver quarter half
Then full once more
As it moves round
Home to beings of a different kind
Settled there so long ago
Billions of years indeed
But time not measured as we do


High initiates came unto
Watching earth so carefully
Awareness following all who dwelt
Below on earth


Waiting they to espy
Those who choose a higher path
Leaving behind cause and effect
Becoming cause entirely
Holy secrets of the mystery schools

Various aspects of the moon
In man twenty-eight nerves from spinal cord
Stem from positions of the moon
Twenty -eight days it takes to return
To its first form
Cosmic forces aligning again

Earth

Evolution beginning from primeval earth-mist
Human germ begat a plant
Opening like a chalice upwards
Parts of man emerged in spirit form
A corolla opening into cosmic space
Forming out of primeval mist
A sparkling sphere light form came to be
Human above animal below
A mass of gas in water=earth

Man

These the beginnings of all mortal man
Animals too
Who now inhabit this our Earth
Relate this I do to you
Attempting to bring
A greater understanding of how we be

Beyond the mind it surely is
For that is filled with things you placed there
Taken from what you have seen and heard
Materiality

I speak of spirit so sublime
Formation of a human divine
More than mortal men
Encased they be in mortality

And there is so much more
Learning through endless time
How to be
To survive
The happenings of now
Killers they can be
Of goodness and such things
Indeed
Figure that out if you can

Saturday, April 4, 2015

An Ode to a Great Composer...Schubert

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After watching an opera by Schubert I was inspired to write this. It is beautiful and full of pathos and the images depict the essence of this piece....enjoy

The Journey begins

Along pathways white with snow she rides
In carriage pulled by four horses
Her head is covered by a cowl black as night
Dark eyes peer out her voice a melody
A stranger too she came
Her hair like gold flows down her back
His dark brown across his brow lay low

Marriage it was spoken of by mother of the child
Her love for him intense
The child looked on with hazel eyes
Seeing all but saying naught

Where his love would go

Death it cometh
The world was grey
The road now covered deep in snow
The young man gay in bold Hussar suit
Epaulets of gold buttons too
His face in sadness hiding grief
He knew not where his love had gone

journey through darkness
Shadows in the moonlight
And in meadows where golden husks wave in the wind
Red poppies spring

Dance of Death

Over their shoulder
Peeps the messenger of doom
Skull like his white bones with holes

For eyes and mouth
Death's head it peers out

On stage the ballerina spins
Laughs and pirouettes
Tiny pointy toes inflame the crowds
Her movements quite sublime
More, more they shout in one accord

No Returning

Under the skullThe wind it tuggeth at my heart
Like rain emotions drain

Drops of tears run down my cheek
Puddling into a pool around my feet
Where can I go
Except upon a journey from which there is no return


Into a vast wilderness I travel always searching
Myriads of people passing by
Clothed in raiment beautiful and tattered too
He
Him

The searcher 
Under his arm he carries a skull
Its grinning face in upward gaze
No peace will you find till you are mine
No peace anywhere

No Shelter

Under midnight star filled skies
The hussar waits to find his love
Beneath bare branches
Of once great trees
That bend before the angry wind
No shelter there for him
And overhead in lovely motion
The crows sweep filling the sky with black feathered wings
Their cawing a raucous melody
The land below blurred
Melded into diverse shapes

The End


Tears are shed in memory of my love
Black gowned the mourners gather
Eyes that once were filled with light
Dulled now in nothingness they gaze


The young child runs he looking for his sister
His mother holds him protective arms
Her pitying eyes mourn too
Knowing he cannot understand the
Death of one so dear

The bridge across the Danube
Lined with statues fair
Lions head rear up
Budapest a city beautiful to view
Is where this story ends


and so it is...

Talking to the Trees...A Journey into Fairyland...Most Sublime


All of God's Creation has its own form of life-ing..maybe not as humans but then many humans are not particularly god like in their behavior, manners or ways of being..Nature and the animal kingdom seem to know and act more god like than many people...

The Tree

watch the tree it talks to me
Veins runs up and down its bark
Through which the sap of life
Doth seep
It tells me of its ancient age
Long before I walked this earth
Then it was young and fancy free
Green buds covering all



Sunbeams dappled through its leaves
Shades from gold to brown were weaved
The tree fairy spoke to me

Loving

Thank you she said for how you care
And run your fingers through my hair
Touch my branches lovingly
Caress my trunk so gentely

Whisperings indiscernable to most
Yet so melodic were for me
Listened I with baited breath
For magic coming forth it be

The Arrival

Memories of forgotten dreams
Distant now as they do seem
Filter through on gauzy wings
Waiting to be seen

Into the Kingdom of Trees She came
Queen of Fairies Tatiana named
Magic streaming through Her wand
Brought gasps of delight from everyone
Arriving in candle lit glen
On a chariot of hazel boughs
Drawn by teams of silver slugs
Across the greensward made their way
Coachman was a tiny elf
His whip of darkest grey
Circled with rings of purest white

Returned


Alight did She upon the grass
Her tiny feet in silvery pumps
Made no impression none at all
Around Her elves and gnomes arrived
A magic kingdom such it was

Through the day and into night
All frolicked merrily
Even the donkey lost his head
When in love he fell

He brayed and shook his flowered mane
His antics so amused
The fairies gathered there to see
A man lost of identity

But with compassion soon the Queen
Returned it back to him
Up he leaped and danced and sang
Happy once again to be
Loving became his speciality


as it must for all