Where I Come From, What You Say and Think..and to Hell With You

By cnwriter..carolina, 25th Apr 2012 || Short URL http://nut.bz/3pmiznjo/

Each one of us has a tale to tell about ourselves, who we are and how we got to be that. What we cause in others and learning not to let other's words and actions upset us.

• Matters it more to You than Me

EgyptianCarolina

You might question from whence I came
And how I dare to write like this
Place my pictures bold
In front of all upon the web
A process to behold

It matters more to you than me


It takes one strong as I to look into the abyss
And see
And know
How sublime am I
In shape
In form
And all that is of me
A timeless journey 
It has been
Will be
More than the eye can see

Comparisons, odious they Be

What you say or think
Is yours to deal with
Yours to sink
Into despair
Compare
Tell you I do
Comparisons are odious

The Shining Spirit

long ago and far away

A different image I have made
One so beautiful to behold
Neither age
Nor time
Can differentiate

It is the spirit within
Shining brightly through my soul
Making me beautiful to behold

No One but Me

being free

I do not have a lover
Neither a partner now
Dead they are
Gone
And I am free
To be myself
And know who I can be
Beyond the petty thoughts of man

Reflecting on One Self

days long gone..in NYC.

Images of me I see
For seeing a great gift it be
Depending on what there is within
Reflecting on the outer world
In vast degree

Incredible
Multi-dimensional
Beyond all recognition too

Now

No illusions have I now
Time is not kind
No matter what we do 
To keep its ravages away

But brightly I do shine
My loving plain 
To See
To Feel
To Know
And that for me
Most important of all

and so it is...

Musings of a Silly Woman...

By cnwriter..carolina,
Posted in Wikinut

All of us grow old this has to be unless you die young. Aging is a difficult process for some and maybe not for others...depends what goes on in your mind and emotions and how you feel about yourself. But always the divinity, the loving will shine from your eyes for your eyes are windows of the soul...

• Oh dear what can the matter be....
• Keeping on....
• Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
• Knowing who I am....
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Oh dear what can the matter be....

timeless beauty

Sometimes it seems to me there is no room to sing a song and hum a tune
The prickly heat eats at your heart and turns your corpuscles blue instead of red
I sit here and I do write my raison de'etre nowadays 
for you ignoramuses that means reason for being
My words fall on dead ears like the dead leaves on the ground shuffled under foot by heavy boots and stiletto heels

That part inside smiles at all of this the secret part that I do not show to the world

unless my words sometimes display the truth but what is truth
My truth is different to your truth for sure that is why we disagree but sometimes we learn from that at least I do

Keeping on....

once upon a time!!!

I will keep on keeping on as I have done for so long now
So many things experienced so many lessons learned not always easily
But here I am today a better person than I was my loving pretty clear for others to see to share the spirit inside of me In any way I can and this I do

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

in the eye of the beholder

Sometimes they say bad things and do mean things to me and hurt feelings come of this until one day my friend told me what they say and do has nothing to do with you, it is a reflection of what is going on in them 
Such wisdom yes but how often I have heard the saying, beauty is in the eye of the beholder 
Just as is everything else so sigh a sigh of relief for when you know you are good let no man's words make you think differently.

Knowing who I am....

child of God

Meanderings of consciousness they take us here and there and everywhere
What are we but a bag of bones rattling inside a skin that grows old with age and changes oh oh oh
Sometimes we regret we have come so far especially when looking in the mirror and wondering who is looking back but then that is only what is on the outside
Inside it glows the radiance of divinity and through the eyes the soul looks out
At least this part of me I can enjoy and do for I recognize my divinity and know I am a child of God taking wee small steps and sometimes large ones
Enduring all things going past my judgements, letting go of my fears and concerns
travelling the higher ground where divinity is made manifest

The Sexual Antics of Politicians. Past and Present....

By cnwriter..carolina, 

One of the funniest things is how the antics of politicians are blazoned all over the tV, radio, newspapers, net and the list goes on...what a waste of our time but it can be amusing to watch their antics...

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Naming a Few Who Did Not Do Good Things

Over the past 30 years we have witnessed the corruption that has gone on in the high seats of power in the land (not just in the USA but all over the world). It has become a vast epidemic stretching out like Medusa's snakes, snarling, penetrating and covering society with the stench of its destruction.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqolSvoWNck
However not only the wicked ways of man's inhumanity to man are seen and recorded but the sexual antics of many in power too.
Some we read about as with the Clinton affair, the so called bringer of Camelot to our shores, Kennedy who went dancing off into the night with Marilyn Monroe...currently we have another contender for the title of Doer of Sexual Antics..one who wanted to run for the highest office in the land and then got screwed for using party funds to buy his lady love a house.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kCAFkfFLQQ

Of course they will get their due rewards for all this impropriety maybe not in this lifetime but as the old saying goes, what goes around comes around.

Besides a lot of very aggrieved spouses, the men committing these misadventures have also made politics and political office dirty words. No respect can be afforded to these supposed representatives of the people and whom so many look up to and emulate. No wonder so many of the young generation nowadays copying their elders antics are rude, insensitive and egotistical to high degree.

And so it goes an unceasing requiem of lies and deceit, cover ups and uncovers. Actually it is all very funny if we dont take it too seriously.

Dream World or Reality...if it be so....

Where

world in my arms..

Floating circles
Headed where
Circumventing space and time
Moving through eternity

How I want to be with them

So often dreary life can be
Endless days
Forgotten nights
Stretching through infinity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7jgHOcXTr50
One after one they plod
Like unmilked cows
Udders hang low
Onto ground

Illusions

illusions

Illusions
Non reality
That sacred
Inside takes place

Accessed by choice
Energy follows thought
Teachings I have learned so well
Put into practice
Silly bitch

That brings a smile to my face
Have fun I do with me
Perhaps why am so solitary
Few people entertaining are

At least the way I want to be

Dream world

dream world

A dream world
We live in
Oft filled with monsters
They come and they go
Posing as good ones
It ain't really so
A mile off you smell them
Sulphurous intense
No light around them
Evil they are

Stretching you...

another door to go through

How far stretch elastic
How far will you go
Learning your lessons
Which way to go

Doors open
Then close
Dare you go through
What waits on other side

Perhaps there you will find You
The One you have searched for
Through eternity
Since first you fell
Arms open wide
To embrace you
Those of heavenly kind....

and so it is

Flights of Fancy....

By cnwriter..carolina,

Different emotions especially in relationships create many different moods and this poetry runs the gamut from erotic to nature

• Fly away or Stay....
• If we ever did.....
• Do you remember....
• For so long now....
• Not wanting It to Be
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Fly away or Stay....

time

Then it fell upon my heart that I too could drift away,
disappear like wreaths of colour, colour like smoke..grey
yet deep inside a voice kept calling
no not yet, don’t drift away

there is need of light and loving
to help show the way
for much Love now is missing on the planet
and we beg you please to stay

I dwelled upon the words
the window had not yet opened
I could fly away
I agreed to stay

The myriad lights that twinkle
Inside and out the firmament
Are souls long departed showing us a way
No need for doubt or fear…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6s49OKp6aE

If we ever did.....

Just Being Me.....and to heaven with the rest..

Dear Frederic ...
if we ever did.....

I would kiss you
from head to toe
every crease and crevice
till you would cry
oh oh oh or
maybe
no no no!!!

if we ever did....

but if we don't or won't or can't
instead
will just enjoy
a friendship and camaderie
that really is quite profound
to laugh and joke and kid around

Do you remember....

Memory....

Do you remember me
you who has gone so far away
You held me in your arms and promised eternal love.
Your words became the bittersweet memories of my heart.

Now I am alone and the passing of each day mocks me
There is nothing left but the sadness of a tear glistening in the Light.

For so long now....

All gone away

I sit here waiting
As I have done for so long now.
Once you came dressed in glorious colours
But they have faded.
All that is left is my sadness.

I search my memories to find
Where I went wrong
But nothing is there

Was it you or me or us
Together
Not suited
Never one in this lifetime
But always separated
By time and form and gender

Not wanting It to Be

Knowing...

Still memories weave
Themselves through consciousness
Sharing once again their sweetness
To recall
The withall then

The knowing that
It could not be
And even more
Not wanting it to be

and so it is

Once Upon A Time.....

Stray with me into a land of make believe where only happiness and caring dwell yet it really is all around us if we will look and see.   In the meantime enjoy this quite sweet piece...one of the loving that always goes on....

Once

little beings..

Once upon a time
In a long forgotten land
Dwelled a lady and her mate
So happy were they

Sang and danced the day away
Made love every night
Little babies then were born
A caring family growing up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYSZ-NYSHQQ
Deep in a forest glade
They lived
Sheltered by branches green
Trees their guardians

Idyllic...

forest fairy....

Idyllic surroundings all around
Masses of flowers too
Berries of every kind
On bushes grew

No darkness ever came into
This land of magic dreams
Where fairies played
Whiling the hours away

With tiny wands they touched
The children gathered there
Gold nimbus glowed round each one
Soft music filled the air

Sounds...

ladder to the moon..

Cymbals and flutes
Strange soundings rare
Played everywhere
Sound current of God
So beautiful to hear

And as each note eschewed
Became a column bright
Of clear shining light
A ladder to the moon
And far beyond

Leaving mortal form behind
Now a being of purest light
Ascending into heart of God

Good over all...

good over all...

Fairy tales are often told
Nursery rhymes
Legends of Greece and Rome
All stem from a similar source

Teachings of light and dark
Good and evil
Right and wrong
Ways to be
Living a life of integrity
Versus one of irresponsibility

Princess rescued by loving prince
King always finds his queen
Light overcomes darkness
Good conquers all

so will it be

Crux of Nullity....

Nullity

matrix of nullity

Nimbus around you
Shines so bright
Complexity of light
Swirling round

Crux of nullity a strange word
In entirety
Nothing seemingly
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wkZPxA7klU
Words bring forth a magic hue
Coloured differently
Each one
Shared

Pan

magic starts...

Pattering of tiny feet
Cross vast expanse
They go
Endless thrub

Pan sets forth
Staff of shining green
He comes alive
In your dream

Children play
Eyes wide
Little fists clenched
Around a buttercup
Shines yellow on their face

Lady of the forest

worlds in a....

Lady of the stars doth sit
Bears world under her heart
Breathing into it

She knows
World turns
We too
No doubt
Are part of all

Finding...

door opens inwards...

Blue skies
Part of scenery
Seen through ever constant door
Opens inwardly

Look within the opening door
Find the treasures hidden there
Eternally yours

Takes a moment
Or lifetimes of searching
Finding the precious One
Yet within you all the time

To Search...and Find

gaze into light

The search goes on
Endlessly it seems
Awake or in your dreams

I know I did it all the time
Till one day it came to me
I AM
Doors within doors opened
Unceasingly
Passageways lit brilliantly
Then no-thing more
I had arrived

But always need to carry on
ETC
Eternal Travelling Consciousness...

and so it is....

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