Musings of a Silly Woman...

By cnwriter..carolina,
Posted in Wikinut

All of us grow old this has to be unless you die young. Aging is a difficult process for some and maybe not for others...depends what goes on in your mind and emotions and how you feel about yourself. But always the divinity, the loving will shine from your eyes for your eyes are windows of the soul...

• Oh dear what can the matter be....
• Keeping on....
• Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
• Knowing who I am....
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Oh dear what can the matter be....

timeless beauty

Sometimes it seems to me there is no room to sing a song and hum a tune
The prickly heat eats at your heart and turns your corpuscles blue instead of red
I sit here and I do write my raison de'etre nowadays 
for you ignoramuses that means reason for being
My words fall on dead ears like the dead leaves on the ground shuffled under foot by heavy boots and stiletto heels

That part inside smiles at all of this the secret part that I do not show to the world

unless my words sometimes display the truth but what is truth
My truth is different to your truth for sure that is why we disagree but sometimes we learn from that at least I do

Keeping on....

once upon a time!!!

I will keep on keeping on as I have done for so long now
So many things experienced so many lessons learned not always easily
But here I am today a better person than I was my loving pretty clear for others to see to share the spirit inside of me In any way I can and this I do

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

in the eye of the beholder

Sometimes they say bad things and do mean things to me and hurt feelings come of this until one day my friend told me what they say and do has nothing to do with you, it is a reflection of what is going on in them 
Such wisdom yes but how often I have heard the saying, beauty is in the eye of the beholder 
Just as is everything else so sigh a sigh of relief for when you know you are good let no man's words make you think differently.

Knowing who I am....

child of God

Meanderings of consciousness they take us here and there and everywhere
What are we but a bag of bones rattling inside a skin that grows old with age and changes oh oh oh
Sometimes we regret we have come so far especially when looking in the mirror and wondering who is looking back but then that is only what is on the outside
Inside it glows the radiance of divinity and through the eyes the soul looks out
At least this part of me I can enjoy and do for I recognize my divinity and know I am a child of God taking wee small steps and sometimes large ones
Enduring all things going past my judgements, letting go of my fears and concerns
travelling the higher ground where divinity is made manifest

Be-Coming Whom You Truly Are...A Journey All will Take

What Is Going On

up and down round and round

There is nothing going on
Except what you perceive
Through the filters of your mind
Illusions they will be

The only reality lies within
Truth it can be called maybe
Each person's way of seeing
For them what may be true

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tr0otuiQuU

The mind plays games
Goes round and round
Filled with thoughts
Yours maybe theirs

Up and Down Round and Round

oh oh oh...

Emotions come into play
Feelings are hurt or so you say
Into a shell you do withdraw
As up and down they go

They love me
They love me not
The game you play inside
Feelings based
On how you feel about yourself
As always is the case

Experience

fine energy...

How do I know that this is so
It is my experience
Have done these things so many times
One day surely I will learn

See it all as one big joke
As certainly it is so
Laugh at myself which I can do
Can you?

Along comes another test
To see the lesson was well learned
Step back
Don't enter there
Focus on another thing
Energy follows thought
Action too

Pretence

yes or no....

Focus on what you really need
Not what you think you want
Wants lead to desire
Pressure stress and lack

Then on the merry-go-round
You are back
Bewailing like the silly person that you are
Or pretend to be

If for just one instant
You could glimpse
At whom you truly are
Never again would you pretend

Child of God

divine....

A child of God
Being divine
Clothed in mortal skin
Thoughts and feelings
To be used to get you through this world
This earthly paradise if you would make it so

Complex it may seem to you
But oh so simple indeed
Re-cognizing again whom you truly are
And will always be

as it is so..

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What You Think is What You Get...A Powerful Creator You do Be

The Highest Place

high places

Not always easy for some of you
To transcend time and space
Going where angels go
Into the highest place

Always accessible it is
Keys are given out
Those who walk the walk
Willing to let go
Of earthly things

Your car your stock your loving mate
All these belong below
Attached you are in many ways
Throughout the measure of your days

Attachments

dust and worms..

They never will be yours
As some of you find out
Everything here doth decay
Worms and dust become

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aai66sokkfw

Attachment is a silly game
Things here today
Are gone tomorrow
Health wealth and happiness lie within

Always there for you to see

Endless Tune

frenetic people....

Not me not me I hear you say
So join the troop of those who march
To an endless tune that leads nowhere
Except into the bloody ground

You see them every day
Buzzing around from here to there
Getting nowhere fast
Pushing aside those who stand in their way

Like buzzing bees or prowling cats
Mice lost in a hole
Scurrying this way and that
All to no avail

Law of Return

hooks!!!!

What you choose is what you get
The law of return so powerful is
Creators we all are
On formless energy around

Some call it Spirit others air
On it imprint we do
Our thoughts our feelings
Then returned they are

Most times not as we would wish
Hidden agendas come alive
Hooks that burrow into our skin
Catching things we do not want
Or so it seems

and so it is

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Angel at the Gate....of the Garden of Eden.....

Whither I Go

a fairy in wonderland

It mattereth not who you are
Or where you want to go
The path already is laid out
A sumptuous feast for you to see

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWUqluu7nS0

I wandered into fairyland
So beautiful in every way
Kind hearts and coronets
Around me they did play

I knew I had been here before
So familiar it did seem
People places scenery
Reminded me again

A Journey

crossing where...

I am a flower
Open yet still so very still
My stamens white and tipped with pink
Blossoms waiting to emerge
The sun its heavenly rays to warm

A journey within to take
Past mind and feelings oh so blind
Delusionary they all the time
Unless seen and recognized

Perhaps we stand at Heaven's Gate
Wondering how to get inside
When angels stand there side by side
Guarding the Garden of Eden
Preventing entry into Paradise

Angel at the Gate

symbols...

Shining halos round their heads
Wings outstretched and flaming swords
The attire of angels bright
So are we told in picture books

Symbolic all these may be
Halos high the Soul lofty
Reaching into spirituality
Wings that fly up in the air
Just like our thoughts go here and there

The flaming sword could represent
Our changing feelings so intense
Useful sometimes oft otherwise
Take over they our lives
Lost we get in emotions wild
Blinding us to reality

Getting Through the Gates

Garden of Eden gates..

Reflect if you will upon the words above
In mind's eye let picture open up for you
See the Angel at the Gate
Perhaps you can pass by

Most will need to overcome their doubt
That this could ever be
Feelings inconsequential are
Acceptance the only key
Accepting possibility
That anger fear and worry the Angels way
To stop you entering
Polluting the perfect place within

But when you change
Loving become
Loving all that comes your way
Then the Gates do open wide
Your Garden of Eden perfect is
The Inner KIngdom there to see

and so it is

Fairy Tales Reflections Be of Lifetimes Past...for You....for Me

Fairy Tales

fairy tales

What is a fairy tale
Told to us when we were young
Myths of Greece and Rome
Cinderella, Red Riding Hood
I remember them oh so well

I always clapped when right won out
Although did not know quite what that meant
Just loved the hero conquering all
And the baddie off he went
Where I do not know

I loved to read and think about
Exquisite ladies in long gowns
And handsome knights on chargers white

Past Lifetimes

past lifetimes

All these seemed a beautiful dream
But oft to me reality
I put myself into those tales
Not wanting in the world to live
Fantasies pleased me so much more

Now I realize I was living in lifetimes past
For many of those I have had
Some great some too horrible for words
So when into this one I came
I tried so hard to leave

Still here I am to this day
Recalling much of who I was
Women men some of acclaim
Some I would not want to tell

The Best Chance

this is...

My best way to share with you
Is writing of those happenings
You do not have to read my stuff
A challenge it might be for you

Perhaps you do not believe
That other lifetimes you have had
This one is difficult enough
Or so you think

If you but knew how great you are
To have made it thus this far
So many souls there are out there
Waiting for a chance to enter
Into this physical realm

Where if you but knew
With mind emotions
Other levels too
A great place it is to make your way
Back into the heavenly realms
Where we all belong

Teachings!!!!

beings of light be

Working out karmas you did incur
When last you came down here
This is the classroom for all souls
To learn and grow beyond
What we are taught to know
At school or in a bible class

There only the teachings of man exist
Those are simply not enough
We have seen so very well
They lead to nowhere in our growth
As spiritual beings in mortal frame

So gird up your loins
Accept all things
But most of all
Loving be

and so it is

Do You Know the Difference between Wants and Needs!

By cnwriter, 18th May 2013 | Stop following | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3h7fd5--/
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So many of us get caught up in our wants/desires but forget that with them come all sorts of things we did not expect...and definitely do not want! Our needs are simple..air, water, food, shelter and most of all loving....read on

• Choices
• Truth
• Process
• Vehicle
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Choices

so it is

Learn we need how to let go
Off all those things we do not need
Our wants take up so much time
Unnecessary energy to expend

anyone from Leicester? then watch the old trams there in this video!!!!

Our needs are simple
Things placed here
Food and shelter
Air and water
But mostly love

Joy that springs eternally from within
Melodies of our hearts and souls

Truth

truth

Going through our lives this time
Day by day shows us the way
If we will take heed observe
The truth that hides inside

Your truth
My truth
Different they may be
Experience the only way
To find what works
For you
For me

Process

process

A process it surely be
Truth Is
Unembellished
Unadorned
Hard to describe
It stands alone

Call it what you will
Cannot change validity
Once again experience is the only way
For you to know
What stands as truth for you

You probably will not understand
The words that I do say
Making yours the only way
But in that stands the truth for you
Validation time after time

Vehicle

vehicle

In your Soul your beingness
Stands truth
The rest is just a lie
Illusions what your mind can think
Emotions then will feel
Your body just a vehicle
A housing for your Soul

Go where you will
Enjoy it all
Good luck
Lots more

and so it is

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Carolan Nathan, Cnwriter, Emotions, Illusions, Kingdom Of Heaven,Knowing, Mind, Needs, Wants

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I have been writing on food, wine, travel, cosmic creation and erotica for over 30 years I do horoscopes and numerology and readings.

What Are You Feeding Your Body With...oh oh oh If You Really Knew

What Are You Doing

bad eating habits

It is interesting today there are quite a number of pages here about health through what we put in our bodies. Johnny Dodd has some remarkable pointers about what to eat and what not to. Red meat being quite a big no no. 

However more likely are the chemicals in processed foods that an enormous percentage of the population in the USA eat and which unfortunately are now part of the diet of many countries. Even China now has an explosion of overweight children which when they were eating rice and veggies never was known. Another unfortunate happenstance is that most people arebrainwashed by advertisements that the big food companies blare all over the net, the radio, the TV and whatever other ways they can find to 'help' you choose your foodstuffs.

i]If you knew what these excuses for food are doing to your body you would be very very upset indeed.But these are not the only causes of illness, disease, or suchlike in our bodies We can create these through stinking thinking and over emotionalizing!

The Effects of Negative Thoughts on our Bodies

oh oh oh!!!!

When you think a bad thought
How do you feel
Does your blood start to boil
Does your heart palpitate
Spreading through you
Dis-ease in yourself

Disease and healing the body are all to do with vibrational energy fields most of which we set up for ourselves one way or the other. Maybe it is a family trait to worry and we have taken on that pattern.

Fear and stress are but two of the many patterns we learn through our lives that cause us to do negative thinking. However, every single thought we have vibrates at a certain frequency and over the years that particular frequency permeates our cells and changes their original healthy frequency. Of course there are karmic patterns that many are born with in order to learn a lesson in this lifetime. Just as geniuses are born so are those who have the gene of certain diseases within themselves. These are past lifetime happenings which we have chosen in this lifetime to work through.

Forgiveness and Loving

forgiveness works

Through loving ourselves, loving our thoughts, our upsets, our anger..in fact by loving everything about ourselves and others, we can make dynamic changes to the health and well being of our bodies.

The other dynamic here is forgiveness which is a key to healing.. We need to forgive ourselves for all that we feel/think we have done that has caused us upset.

But my friends if you want to blame others then you are doing againstness which is quite the opposite of forgiveness. Everything, everything that happens to you has been created, promoted or allowed by yourself so No Blame can be placed on another. 

For some this will be very difficult understand or accept but It Is Still What Is. and in the long run you will know it.

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