There Was a Boy...a tale of forgotten Loves

We have all experienced heart rending pangs at the loss of one we thought we loved..Gone they are but memories still linger...a rather foolish thing to do but being human is just part of that melodrama...for my darling frederic....whom i love still as he does me....

Once Upon A Time

he and me in NYC

Once upon a time a Frenchman loved me and I loved him
At least I thought I did!
Passionate he was about me although he wrote
'We are too passionate and this could be difficult one day'
Of course it could would for he was gay

But oh so beautiful he was in every way
and I the clown.....

Like me he could intone in many ways

Sometimes deep and sometimes high
Melodic ways to show each other
Voicing that we cared

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iq0XJCJ1Srw

Gone So Near Away

BB lighting

Now he has gone so near away
At least down the road his showroom moved
Although I see it every day
As I drive by

Sometimes I look into the windows
Of his glorious Atelier
Filled with furniture and lighting
Accessories to blow your mind

but mine was blown long ago

Does He Know

paths to nowhere

I wonder if he knows I think about him
Write pages about him
Does he care
i know he does as i do too
but on a different path am I

He wanted this way to go
But could not handle myenergy
Of something so profound
Spiritual energy
It blew his mind
And took his person far away from me

Those of You who Read This Page

no where to go

Many of you who read this page
Have had experiences such as mine
Such as this
To what end did you take your self
Or did you let it blow your mind
And in your grave let lie

goodbye......

Queens, Their Pleasuring and Pleasures

By cnwriter..carolina,
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Essays

Not everyone will like this. Those who have righteousness especially. This lays wide open the preferences of men and women. There will be those who quote with righteous indignation from the Bible...the great misunderstood book where everyone reads into what suits their preference. enjoy

For Women Know

oh oh oh

In times gone by the rule of queens was really not quite what it seemed 
For most was thought of as a dream
Amazons chock full of might
Breasts bare as they ran through the night
And pounced on all no matter who
To kill or make them bend to will

As lovers they preferred each other
(Even if this be not true
It makes a jolly exciting tale)
Besides a woman knows what women like
The softness and the caring touching
Cunt against cunt upwards moving
Breast to breast in joyous feeling

Preferences of Queens

who and where!!!!

Now with double entendre we can move
To a fascinating groove
About those men who women do prefer to be 
At least in sexual appetite
Feel cock up their backside more pleasure there for them

I knew a Frenchman once upon a time
Who did not know where his pleasures lay
Tired was he of shitting men (another play on words hey hey)
Although gay as a queen was he
Or at least he thought he was

Regaled me of past lost loves 

Parisian couturiers famous were they
But soon of him tired they grew
HIs ego too much it was for them

I like it...

oh oh oh

Again this pic comes into view
I like it very much I do
And since this is my page
I will do what I want to do

It seems a pity not
For expression has many forms
Different ways in which to go
Just like sexual appetites

Choose you the best for you and forever hold your peace!

Verum Dicit...Truth Speaks in Any Language.....but Not by Everyone

By cnwriter..carolina,
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Horror

Truth will out although many distortions will occur in order to gain power and wealth by those who speak from their heads and not their hearts. Everyone should choose who they wish to follow but please don't wave admonishments of salvation at me for you do not know whom you are waving at...

Salvation!!!!!!

hairy salvation!!!!

Why do you write of this you ask
My answer is because
Too many find their way to blast
We who do not agree

then there are those 

Who of salvation believe
Theirs is the only way
Through a god waving a finger
So often dipped in hate

Hell and damnation scream they forth
Burn kill all who disagree
Just as has been done for centuries

Annals of Time

annals of time

Read through annals of time
You will see
How altered words and made them wrong
The Roman Catholics did do
And all those folk who listened to
Soon started churches of their own
Anglican Lutheran Protestant just some

Genesis

Donation of Constantine..a crime against mankind

In ancient Mesopotamian symbols emerged
Tartarian writings they were found
Back 6600 years around 3500 BC

STN defines opposer, adversary, slanderer
Until Christian times the term Satan
No sinister connotation had
He was a member of heavenly court
An Angel carrying out God's dictates

Donation of Constantine changed all that
Threat and trepidation was its theme
A most diabolical scheme

In Genesis never associated with Adam and Eve
Until re-written as it is today

Bishops and All...

Indulgences..oh oh oh!!!

The break in two of Western Churchianity
Came when Luther in opposition went
Objected he to what comes next

Approved it was by Papal Decree
Churches way for revenue
Absolution they said could be bought
With gifts of cash to churches made
Christian Salvation it was called

Hocus pocus I would say
Filling pockets full of gold
Those who walked clothed in red robes

Respect

Luther's Proclamation

An end doth come to my piece here
Upset so many may have done
But if you cannot accept the truth
Then pity for all and everyone

Choose you who you will follow
I respect
But dont make right what was so wrong
Preaching words that are not yours
Stand up tall in whom you are
And speak truth from your heart

And if you cant say nothing!!!!

and so it is

Gift of Seeing Has Long Gone.....

By cnwriter..carolina, When we are young and close to God from whence we come, we still see glorious colours all around everything. Not strange for us then for clear we are not yet having taken on the trappings and matters of age and others opinions.

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A Child Doth Gaze

upward gaze

Stars shine brilliantly in the night sky
Twinkling they do so far above
Planets move in sedate pace
Moon its silvery light does shine

Far below a child doth gaze

Up into this magical maze
Seeing more than most folk do
Children capable of this are they

Stop Seeing

children seeing

Deny this no
Not you nor me
For falls the veil of forgetfulness
When we are five or six or so

Stop seeing then we do
The colours of auric fields around
Every one that walketh by
But dogs cats and others too
Still do

Not tainted they by humans ways
Denying this they do
Forgetting they were once as young
And saw the magic all around
Beautiful it was

Cell Memories

divine love

Deep inside your cells remain
The memories of all that
Forever there it will be
Till one day you will look and see

The child's eyes shine brilliantly
Reflecting much for all to see
The knowing still of divine love
Of oneness of eternity

Not One Soul Will Be Lost

upward path

No regrets are needed now
Our onward path doth lead
Ever upward no matter what
We think or we believe

For not one soul will be lost
Home to whence we came will go
A glorious time it will be then
For you for me for everyone

and so it is......

Portals of Love...the Knowing of She

By cnwriter..carolina,
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Mythology

I have written so many times Love IIs All There IS for the energy of that divine attribute holds our entire universe together. She now multiplies Herself and yet is still in Her Oneness doing the dictates of the Mighty One...read on and enjoy...

• Love Is All There Is
• Speed of Light
• Deeper Knowing
• Always New
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Love Is All There Is

Mirror of...

I am loving you no matter whatyou do
I am loving me the same way too
Some things I may not like
But that stops not my loving

Through portals gleaming bright She came

Golden mirrors reflecting same
Multiples of Her appeared
Separated yet One

Prophetic knowing so sublime
Melding together space and time
The void a basin had become
A substance rare contained therein

Speed of Light

spiralling

Timing in perfection lay
Past present future being one
Spiralllng energetic forces
Going nowhere yet always now

In an instance it can change
Becoming not what was
But is
A dynamic so intense
All universes contained

Realisations moving through
Faster than the speed of light
Condensed into minute form
Expanding out

Deeper Knowing

streaming forth

Vibrations cloaked Her delicate shape
Lifting lining from within
Passing through Her then became
Each a sacred tone

Melodies streamed forth like molten fire
Darting into pitch of night
Soundless
Waiting to be heard

Multi-dimensional were they
Transforming in every way
Mysteries yet to discover
Deeper knowing allowed to be

Always New

gossamer strings

Quietly so quietly She arrived
Emissary of the Mighty One
To do It's bidding so sublime
Creation from chaos
Over over again
Never repeated always new

A web spun of gossamer strings
Vast in its intricacies
Unravelling time to view
No one could see

and so it is

A Mid Spring's Night Dream..Asses and All......

By cnwriter..carolina, Shakespeare had great wisdom and we are fortunate that his works still are with us. This was a fun piece to write and it is fun to have fun...at least I think it is and many of my friends here  will have a good laugh at the stuff herein...so do enjoy!!!

The Bard

asses head

My friend the Bard
One summer's day
Took upon himself
To write a play entitled
A Mid-Summer Night's Dream

Oh what a scream
People running hither and thither
In forest hiding
Asses head upon their shoulders

A mix it was of playful games
Love and hate
Those fun things
That seem to make the world go round
Then as Now

So thought I to do the same

harlequin...

Set on a stage in Mykonos
Atop a hill
All red and gold and mirrors there
Surrounded by blue blue sea
On which sailed tiny bateaux
(boats to you!)

Around forest glade 

Some actors played
Came they had from Athens
To show their wares

Harlequined costumes
Cod pieces too
Covering their nether ends!!!!

On their heads sat asses hats
Long ears pocked through small small holes
Eyes peered through tiny slits
Across their mouths we will not say
Sellotaped they should have been

Fun and Games

kiss my ass....

The lady and her favourite paramour
At least at this time was
Most she had frightened into graves
No matter old or young

They into forest came by chance
To spend a night of gaiety
Not knowing others too were there
Bent on playing similar games

An Athenian knight dithering was he
Wondering where his lady be
He did not know she had wandered away
To find another with whom to play

A Good Time

forest glade

All bent on having a good time
These different folk strolled here and there
Not really caring whom they would find
Hidden away by stream or cave
Only their lusty natures mattered now

One of the players kind heart had he
Came upon a pretty maid
Asleep on forest's lavender she did lie
Nearby another lay

Oh dear he said
Here lies that pretty maid
My master told me of
Betrayed by one like him
A churl indeed

So taking up a pot of stuff
Gooblee goblee like all her words
The ones she writes on our fair site
He threw on eyes and thus intoned

"Churl upon thine eyes I throw
All the power this spell doth know
When thou awakest let love forbid
Sleep his seat on thy eyelid"
quote from Shakespeare's A Mid-Summer's Night Dream

Wool o'er Eyes

climbing Mykonos

Off then he went upon his way
Looking for others of his ilk
Who had accompanied him
Across blue Mediterranean seas

Naughty they were
Tricky dickies indeed
Waiting to pull the wool o'er your eyes
If you let them come too close

Do be aware the moral contained herein
And if you can't
Then continue on your way through life
As it has always been
Ha ha ha ha ha ha......

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