Have You Been...Will You Be..Questions Only You Can Answer....

The Moon is Full

moon is...

The moon is full
What can I do
Look up and see the life thereon
It speaks to me

Tells me of a race of beings
Beneath its surface
Far below do live

They came when sun split off from moon
Earth departed too
A race of high spirituality
Left to let the earth begin
A new humanity

Evolution

cosmic energy

Part of the evolution of man
Experiencing many things
Many growths
Becoming as he is today
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCY1zjNdYxo
First through etheric form
Boneless structure then
Half in water half out
That on Lemuria took place

Ending of that fair land seen
But in no physical form exists
Stretching between lands
South America and Africa
Waiting to rise again
Maybe...

Rules...regulations

oh yes!!!!

Beings powerful indeed
In their knowingness of God
Left to Atlantis then to go
Continuing their mission so

Bringing spiritual knowing to those
Who ready were
Going beyond limitations
Often self imposed

Or by others' rules and regulations
Just as happens now today
Someone yells and you jump
Attention to their mediocrity
Saying theirs the only way
No choices left for you at all

So once again you fall
Boundaries have you set up
Cowering behind as have been told to
So many many times before

Your Limitations

a clear way is all...

Boundaries are convention
That which you decide upon
All boundaries waiting to be transcended
By you by everyone
For you may transcend any convention
If only you can first perceive as doing so
Separation is illusion
Life extends far beyond limitations of each one

and so it....

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Crossing the Golden Bridge and What That Means

Being Chosen

emanations of light and sound..

Enlightenment will come
To those who seek within
Yet timing of importance be
Takes lifetimes thus to see
To know
Across the golden Bridge we go

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3XezHkIS3w

Ready you have to be
The Traveller then will He
Choose you initiating too

When choose back you do
Through many realms of Sound and Light
Till earned have you the right

Much work needed to be done
Does not come easily
Tested tried in many ways
Karma from the past to clear
So much we all have made
Through many lifetimes here on earth
And other planets too

Choosing Back

choosing...

For some too hard it will be
To face up to your Self and see
Things buried deep have you

Actions perpetrated
Unconscious trails leading to
Thoughts and judgements lending weight
Give up you do too easily

But those who willing are
To do and do and do some more
To be a focussed child of Light
No matter what goes on around

Painful situations appear
Attacked you will be from all sides
On every level so it seems
Financial, physical, those you love
Weak points where you hurt the most
Most vulnerable there unfortunately

End of Journey

always upwards...

I see that happening to those I love
As on their journey they proceed
Like me
I only pray they stand firm
In what they know and do
Slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Merely endings of past karmas
Ready to be dissolved

Taking small steps one at a time
Securing each along the way
So finally we all do rest
In the heart of God

and so it is....

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My Brother and I....A Walk Down Life's Highways...

Travelling Together

Nb and his beautiful lady

Walking along life's many highways
You and me in harmony
Treasures there for us to see
But those inside much better be

We often meet on higher realms
Where Lords of Sound and Light
Share much loving all around
So beautiful and bright

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4nd9GF1dRg
When we return to consciousness
Forgetting much that we have seen
But inner knowing carries on
We take it with us everywhere
My bro and me

Now

life's highways

Many lifetimes been together
Through thick and thin have found our way
Supporting one another
In so many ways

All sorts of relationships
Have we been through
Not always easy we can say
Each a learning experience
Making us whom we are today

Coming together not by chance
Choose we did again again
This time a very special one
Taking us into the Heart of God

Vibrant Lifestyles

Life - ing

Choosing carefully whom to be with
Sensing  right and wrongness
In ourselves and others too
Leaving those who cause dissension
Blessing them as we go on
Travelling so many byways
Exploring various vibrant lifestyles
Yours and mine so different are

Yet in higher realms our Oneness
So profound experienced
Beautiful to see and Be

Memories

aries ram I be....

I remember as a young one
Into my life you came
Knowing I had always known you
My child you became

At this stage of life I wonder
How I reached it as I am
And still you are my baby brother
After all is said and done
Why bloody not!!!

I treasure you and those around you
As long as loving they do be
If of a different nature
A raging ram you'll see in me

Oh well I take it on myself
To play at many roles
Just as a diamond has multiple facets
So I too revolve....

and so it is.....

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The End is Nie...So It Seems

All As One

as Iwas

I live my lifetimes all as one
To that place I have come
Where it is so
No past no future all is now

I do not know
How thus it came
It seemed to happen suddenly
Dancing mambo in living room
All came together and I knew

LIfetimes of dancing then as now
Other things I do so well
Have mastered very much indeed
Different things was meant to do

Completion

completion

Perhaps this signals thus to me
The end is now in sight
Completion here in view
It frightens me a little
To think no longer will I do

Wake up in the morning
Greeting another day
Perhaps in a different way
In heaven and beyond for me
Yet I know it will be so

Destiny

dancer I was

Not doom or gloom
That not for me
Embrace I do my ending time
An awesome life this time have lead

Recall as well the lifetimes spent
Doing so many things
Some good richly endowed
Others in poverty dire straits
All lessons to be learned
Now my destiny is fulfilled

Retreating

heavenly place

Retreating now from worldly things
So often find myself
A recluse I have become
Inspired to write my utmost joy
Or travelling the Higher realms
My Traveller at my side

So few people do I see
It matters not to me
I find myself mine own best friend
The best companion ever to be

Nobody else can laugh and joke
The way I do with me
Nor make me feel so very loved
And beautiful as me

So I will go my merry way
Do what I need to do
Bring completion in my heart

and so it is

Tyranny of the Weak...Call It What You Will....

The Search

searchers

I see you running round in circles
Not really knowing where to go
Your eyes are filled with unshed tears
Always searching high and low

You look to others
To support you
Instead of standing tall
Finding for yourself
The keys to living life

Manipulation they do call it
Clever in so many ways
Letting others do it for you
Use their skills to make you more

No Backbone

down fall..

So many just like you
Living in the world today
Climbing on another's downfall
Going on their own sweet way

Push on them and they just crumble
Nothing there to hold them up
Choose they do this way to be
Or from their parents learned maybe

Making Weaker

learning how

Always there will be those to help you
Pity for you is in their hearts
Only adding to your weakness
Not really helping you at all

Making you stronger
To be helpless
Instead of helping you
To grow

Give a man fish
And he will eat it
Show him how
Then he will know

Karmic Lessons

living through them

Perhaps this lifetime is about that
Came you here to learn
Lessons of strength and weakness
Growing strong within yourself

We all bring karmas to be worked through
Many hard they are to learn
Best to look at them as lessons
To be learned right easily

Accepting them for what they are
Going through them gracefully
Not having to return another day
To work through once again

Perfect

returning

That is why we keep on returning
Over and over again again
Completing old forgotten patterns
We thought were ended but still remain

So perfect is the law of karma
Each with ourselves created
Each by ourselves dissolved

Perfection by the Almighty
Not one soul will be lost
Even if it takes a billion lifetimes
Returneth all to the Heart of God

and so it is

Knowing of Past Lives Together....Thee and Me....

Expectations

New Age..a fantasy maybe

When into the New Age you arrive
What do you then expect
The sea to part
The sky to fall
Or something similar to that

I cannot tell
So what the hell
Just go with baited breath
And laughter in your heart

Versed in Life

lovers meeting

They came together
He and She
What for they did not know
But felt a bond of loving
Deep and complex it was so

Strange indeed to feel this way
Both them well versed in life
Lived they had for many years
Done much even through strife

Helping

thee and me

Then it came to them
Where they had lived before
In Paris at time of uprising
Their heads did fall

Aristocracy they had been
At court of king and queen
Marquis and his lady
Rich and noble born

Lovers of freedom so they were
They tried their best to help
Those who were downtrodden poor
Living in dire poverty

The End

the end...

They pawned their jewels
Money to make
Buying bread and food
For little ones who ran
Hungry in the streets

But that did not stop the
Scavenging wolves
When Versaille they did sack
And on the guillotine
The marquis and his lady fair
Lost their heads

Keeping On

neverending road

So here we are together again
Doing what we do so well
Taking care of those around
Who in poverty do dwell

Not in hunger most of them
But in mind and spirit too
And the connection that we share
O'er distance great divide
Keeps keeping on in many ways

and so it is

Imagings from Within....As It Doth Be

Oh Oh Oh

magic just is...

Things I see so differently
From most
Not focussed on such worldly things
As they

Magic appears everywhere I look
In flowers plants and trees
The sky and clouds and sea
On going is the mystery

You try to bring me back to here
Where I do not want to be
Of course my feet are on the ground
To write I need to see

Lifetimes....

there I danced....

Not yet has the window opened
So drift away I can
Not frightened of death
Just stepping into a higher form
I am

Many lifetimes here and there
Keeping records of Souls on Venus
Dancing in the court of Xerxes
(That was a wild one!!)

Bedecked in emeralds
At the court of the Czar
A wild rider for Attila the Hun
There I died badly
Spear in my side

Experiences....

magic it is

You laugh at my imaging
But oh so true they are
And that not all experiences
Through many lifetimes been

This the magic we can weave
For magic is the spirit
For all of us just Is
Not going anywhere
Just being what it is

If....

being

Do not go too far away
We say
Stay in the confines of this world
Be who you are meant to be

Ramble on I do
If my prerogative it be
To write and say as I do wish
Read it or no you may
That means nothing much to me

My job to put it out
There ends my responsibility
Yours it is to understand
Maybe

and so it is....

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Knowing Me..Knowing You...a Metaphor Maybe

Knowing Me

another time..maybe

I came so close you see
To knowing it was me
Then turned away I did
The picture was too big

Through lifetimes I did roam
Searching for my way home
But never getting there
Too far it was to go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wDHvmCVRxU  Moody Blues...Question
I never realized
Home really is inside
Levels of Light and Sound within
So many treasures there to find

Wastes

barren land

She picked her way through snow so deep
Cover it did her pretty feet
Ankles too soon were soaked
Despite the furry boots

Across the barren land she strode
Cold hard and frozen underneath
Yet in the springtime she knew
Flowers and fauna would spring anew

Now all lay wasted dark and brown
Waiting for the sun to rise
Bringing the deadness back to life
The frozen earth open its eyes

Earthly Treasures

treasures transient be

A metaphor could easily be
About the way we lead our lives
Searching for we know not what
Bleak it seems this quest of ours

And yet hope doth eternal spring
Always hidden deep inside
Waiting to come alive
When ready we are to turn and see

Away from so called treasures
We have made our goals whilst here
Transient are they in every way
Drive your Mercedes into heaven No!
Not possible is it so

No matter how much you want it to be

The Journey

deny maybe

Sometimes too frightened are we
To take that journey so sublime
Recognizing we are divine
Each one of us

Some will turn away
Others look a different way
Yet others laugh and say not so
Only one life we have to go

For you this will be so
Your creation return it will
Exactly as you put it out

But one day you will know
And realize it is so
The divine spark in you shines bright
A universe complete in every way

and so it is

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My Lifetimes With the Christ....at the tim of the Goths

The Call

mountainous way

She stumbled on not knowing where
Through areas mountainous were they
Boulders and stones did block her way
But onwards she did go
Knowing no other imperative could stop her now

And it came to pass that her journey began. But first she had to go past chasms and impenetrable rocks. Her fingers were torn and bloody from the rocky surfaces and her arms weighed down from the effort of pulling herself through the narrow fissures in the rocks. But always ahead of her, she saw her goal – glimpses of the quiet midnight blue ocean at the edge of the fall.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjBaFjhZ-F4  Krystal Insights Music

Memories of other ages and other times flashed through her mind becoming more and more vivid as her body weakened. She knew that those she loved were waiting for her. She could hear them calling her from within.

The light seemed to dim but still she struggled on and in her hazy vision appeared the one she had so loved and then lost in the war between her country and the Goths who had poured through the hills and massacred all in their way. He seemed to beckon her on as if he knew that his strength could aid her to her destination. She took heart from his appearance and a great surge of energy passed through her. She knew she could make it now and take those final steps.

All Alone

through the night

The light grew dim as night arrived
With it brought strange imaginings
Around her forms did flit
Barring her onward journey

Yet within her she did keep
A shining light so bright
That warmed her soul
As she journeyed through the night

But before she could go any further, a murky shape seemed to form in front of her. It was the one who had wanted her ever since she had turned from puberty and her face and body had become beautiful. He had followed her wherever she went and laid traps to try and entice her away from the one she loved. Now his long fingers stretched out towards her and she knew he would pull her into him so that they would merge and she would never be herself again. The black form of the wizard grew and grew until it blocked everything. There was no light, no lover, no one, she was all alone.

The Velvety Sea

velvety sea

Nothingness then came about
Closing off all sound and light
A maelstrom of darkness fell
Upon this woman all alone

A great sigh escaped from her and her heart seemed to stop beating with the pain she felt through her body. The dark form enveloped her filling her with darkness and despair. With her last breath she called her lover’s name and in that loving moment, the dark Lord fell from her. She tumbled down into the velvety ocean and was received into its peaceful arms.

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